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07 March 2010 @ 04:35 am
I miss the old you.   
14 January 2010 @ 11:03 am
since my life basically revolves around blogspot, i totally forgot about live journal .. i look at my old posts and realized
i haven't changed that much, i'm still that little girl who hides under her warm blanket and cries afraid to open her eyes to the real world.
summer oh eight & oh seven was very eventful, meaning alot of drama way different from now and oh nine. Oh nine was the best .. can't lie. meeting new people and opening my eyes to people i haven't really given a chance before and I've fallen inlove. Yes inlove. 
I hope 2010 is going to be new and exciting, come on we all said it.. It's time for some change.

xoxo, ria.
11 June 2009 @ 01:03 am

' It's been the second entry from the first day I fell for you hard.

Dear livejournal,
Michael Manalo is the fucking best ♥
the fucking best i ever had :)
What couple sits down at cityhall and eats fattening oily hotdogs & fries 
at like ten pm , and we have school the next day? I guess we do.
Haha, I'm so glad we're not fighting anymore I couldn't last one day
without talking to my baby!  Honestly these past two months and a half have been awesome.
I can't go a day without talking to my bestfriend , boyfriend.
Lol, it's so cute how you make me happy when i'm so down.
As my girls say, "I never seen you THIS happy with a guy."
I honestly haven't and I'm so thankful for having you in my life.
*lovelove, your girl always ♥
~ria :)
18 March 2009 @ 07:59 pm

he laughs, i laugh.
he turns around, i make it obvious.
he comes up to me and says hi.
i think he's cute.
24 February 2009 @ 03:57 pm

So I'm sitting contemplating on ifs ands and buts.
I don't know what to do  ? Like, I like you but I don't want to let go of him.
Because I know it's something I can pursue in the future right? 
Probably not. It takes me pretty long to get over someone that you fully trusted your secrets with
and who constantly makes you smile , but if he doesn't return any feelings what's the point in trying at all? 
If I have someone NOW who'll make me more happier than you ALMOST made me feel.
So it's best if I don't get caught in the middle if i know that one wasn't meant to be.
I can't trust certain people in my life
and I don't give out trust like I give out tissue.
Don't be my friend , if you wanna throw a pity party.
Don't be my friend , if you wanna rain on my parade.
I'm done with snakes, liars , and backstabbers
i'm tired of losing people , i really am.
Your Welcomed to Stay if Ya Like.


R.I.P Tita Celia , Love You Forever, Love You For Always
As Long As I'm Living My Tita You'll Be.

24 January 2009 @ 04:24 pm

baby, let's take this to another level.
let me take a few steps to get back to you.
just an inch, not a mile.
i had you, now i gotta struggle. 
i know what i want, but you clearly don't.  

17 January 2009 @ 07:16 pm

i hate you, i really do =|
fucking, craterface.

12 January 2009 @ 01:39 pm
I'm so stupid, obviously i'm going to see it's coming.
Cold, hard , rejection.
So I don't even know why i'm always trying.
Trying and nothings ever going to happen.
I can't keep crying inside.
I can't let these emotions out.
11 January 2009 @ 10:37 pm
hello,  i feel stupid for trying.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
10 January 2009 @ 12:03 pm
i hope your not messing with my mind.
Current Mood: curiouscurious